An embodiment of patterns and transmutations

a place for solidarity, self-care, random reblogs and occasional inceptions/memiors

tendergender, pgp: t[he]y, filipin@, queer, able-bodied with invisible disabilities, survivor, infp, highly sensitive person

Solar Libra. Lunar Scorpio. Rising Virgo.

Cat Town Cafe


Calming CAT!

Philippines-born, New Jersey-based artist Gregory Halili’s latest series of works involves carving and painting with oil on raw mother of pearl found in shells  from the Philippines

What you’re really saying when you’re against self diagnosis:


1. Everyone should be assumed neurotypical and should be forced to act neurotypical, until proven otherwise.

2. Everyone who has been unable to get diagnosed for any reason should suffer in silence.

Sometimes, it’s difficult to trust my gut since I deal with chronic anxiety and depression because more often than not my gut just wants to vomit.

Aug. 29 11:28 pm


A wave viewed from underwater.
Once you get this you have to list five things that you like about yourself, publicly, then send this to ten of your favorite followers.

1. How deeply attentive I can be.
2. Losing myself when I interact with art.
3. My warm eyes and smile.
4. My capacity for gentleness.
5. The honor to know and spend time with my loved ones.


  • Do not forget Michael Brown
  • Do not forget how the media dehumanized him and tried to justify his murder
  • Do not forget how peaceful protests were painted as savage riots
  • Do not forget police armed with military grade weapons terrorized and arrested black civilians
  • Do not forget Darren Wilson being awarded over $200,000 in fundraiser donations for murdering an unarmed black child
  • Do not forget that this system was not built to defend us, but to control us
  • Do not forget Ferguson 
What is your ultimate fantasy?


Financial stability.




"Cancer/mental illness/disability affects rich and poor alike."

Uh, no, it doesn’t. Rich people can afford the treatments and accommodations for those things. Poor people cannot. Get the fuck outta here with that classist shit.

Not to mention a higher proportion of disabled people are in poverty and people in manual jobs are more likely to become disabled, there is a class element to disability that cannot be ignored.